When I was four years old I was shopping with my Dad in a
Sears store in Santa Fe New Mexico. We had just moved into the area. I stopped
to look at something. I guess my
dad went on to look for something and I got lost. I remember sitting in
someone’s office with a fist full of candy corn, waiting for someone to find my
dad.
Ever since that day I have had a fear of being forgotten.
Every time I move to a new area I panic, as my husband and I
get lost continually.
But now at least I can map out my destination on the phone
and we eventually get where we are going.
Life is like that. We are all here and trying to get back to
our Eternal home. We have several mapping systems to help us. We can ask
directions from our friends. We have the scriptures to use as a guide.
Religious leaders can and are willing to guides us if we want to listen. We
know of experienced people who are willing to help. And we can always ask the
“Map Maker” himself through prayer. Yet some of us still feel lost.
As we are winding down our lives here in the DC area,
packing up the trivia we’ve collected in the last seven years and saying
goodbye to the treasured friends we have made; I wonder how much of a lasting
impact I’ve made. Looking back at past goals, there are some done, some still
waiting. I have had a piece of artwork hung in a public building. I have had a
piece of my writing published and have learned and improved in both mediums. I
have learned a lot of history. I have passed out my quilts to warm the hearts
of many. But I still sit quietly in my own little corner hiding, afraid to live
gregariously.
To those of you who have read my wandering thoughts; if you
ever feel lost or lonely go to the church on Inglewood. On the left hand side
of the chapel, fourth row from the back, lean against the wall and think, here
sat a sister who loves you.
RHYTHM
I like the rhythm of the city,
The slam bump of the garbage trucks--
Honking horns--
Train whistles--
Sirens as an emergency is settling.
It’s so different from the silent
Desert mountains.
Could I return to the
Crackling thunder;
The lonely coyote call;
The Taos HUUMMMMMMMM?
I like the rhythm of the city,
The slam bump of the garbage trucks--
Honking horns--
Train whistles--
Sirens as an emergency is settling.
It’s so different from the silent
Desert mountains.
Could I return to the
Crackling thunder;
The lonely coyote call;
The Taos HUUMMMMMMMM?
I'm heading home to the High Desert
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